win or lose! up to me!

tears with
streams of waters flowing down my cheeks
i just laid there crying out to u.
o Lord how i want to feel u once more
i dun wanna let my pride be a stumbling block between us
break me i ask of u o break me..

u have shown me this

I know you're tired. I know you feel overwhelmed. You may feel as though this crisis, this problem, this hard time will last forever. It won't. You are almost through. You don't just "think" it has been hard; it has been hard. You have been tested, tried, and re-tested on what you have learned.

You have been climbing a mountain. It has not been easy, but mountain
climbing is never easy. Now, you are near the top. A moment longer, and
the victory shall be yours.
Steady your shoulders. Breathe deeply. Move forward in confidence and
peace. The time is coming to relish and enjoy all which you have fought for.
That time is drawing near, finally.

I know you have thought before that the time was drawing near, only
to learn that it wasn't. But now, the reward is coming. You know that too.
You can feel it.
Your struggle has not been in vain. For every struggle on this journey,
there is a climax, a resolution.

Peace, joy, abundant blessings, and reward are yours here on earth.
Enjoy!
There will be more mountains, but now you know how to climb them. And
you have learned the secret of what is at the top......abundant life!
Freedom! Everything that your heart has desired. It will all come to pass.

Remember to keep climbing to the top, don't look back. You will make
it because God is leading the way and has a hold on you that will never
release. He will make sure that you have success. You will make it. Don't
give up! And remember, I love you, but God loves you so much more than
I ever could.